| So its been nearly 2 years... |
[04 Jul 2009|04:42pm] |
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I don't know what strikes me to post in this thing every so often. This is the biggest gap I've ever had; two years. So when I last wrote, I was just one month into my relationship with Chris. As of today, I'm two years into that relationship. He's a great guy. I love him a lot and we even have a puppy together. :) We're going to go see some fireworks tonight and I'm very excited about that.
I recently graduated from school and I'm working at Boswell Pharmacy Services. I'm just about to receive a well deserved promotion and I'm so excited. I feel pretty comfortable and happy with my life. Usually something bad would typically spark my urge for a post, but not this time.
My best friend is getting married in September. I'm the maid of honor. This guy is a total asshole, but I'll put on my smiley face and pretend to be happy about the whole deal. After all, it's her life, not mine.
My sister had a baby, but I don't get to see her (the baby) often. My sister and I had a falling out and I'm done with that stupid stuff. I really just don't care anymore, I'm putting myself first these days.
So who knows when I'll post again, maybe tomorrow or maybe I'll wait another two years. Life is good. :)
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[23 Aug 2007|12:55am] |
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So I'm having an emotional break now, so of course I'm running to this thing. Everything in my life seems really unstable. My best friends, my boyfriend. And I can't stand not knowing that they'll always be there. I hate Lori's boyfriend, he's such an incredible asshole. He hates me too, and for no good reason. My boyfriend just wants "to take things slow." And I don't know if things are ever even going to go anywhere. Of course my feelings are invested a lot further than they should be in this. A lot further than his are anyway. Janson and Amy are hitting the rocks, and as much as I think that's a good thing, it shows just how unstable everything can be. I don't want to lose my friends. And I almost lost my best one tonight. And I don't want to lose my boyfriend. Although my relationships always crash and burn, so I doubt that's gonna happen. It'd be nice if we were together for a long time. I'm really happy with him. I just hope I make him as happy as he makes me. When Bobby and I crashed and burned, atleast I was able to say he was a huge piece of shit and I'm better off. With Chris I'd never be able to say that. He's the most amazing guy I've ever come across in my life. So honest and trustworthy. I guess I shouldn't be worrying about this right now though. Just one of those moods I guess.
I just don't want to be alone. :( It's my biggest fear and I got a taste of what that would be like tonight. Definitely didn't like it. I think I deserve something good in my life for a change. I hope that thing is Chris.
Ugh. Goodnight. :(
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[14 May 2007|05:37pm] |
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Soooooo I'm still with Bobby. We've had our ups and downs, especially our downs. But things are okay. Despite everything, we love eachother and that's pretty awesome. In other news, I'm working at Rockwood Manufacturing for 8.5 hours every weekday. It's hard on me, but well worth the money. I have too many credit card bills to not work. I'm toally enjoying summer thus far. I'm hoping to turns out to be a great one. :)
~Michelle~
P.S. My super old journal is at livejournal with the username lemonlust. It's super depressing, go check it out.
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| Catching up... |
[04 Jan 2007|01:21am] |
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Okay first semester was sweet. My roomate was Elise and we had a great time. I decided not to go back to UPJ this semester, but I will be there next year. More importantly, with a few boys in between now and the last update, I have found an amazing guy named Bobby. He's 24, from Winder, and I couldn't be happier with him. Oh, and me and Lori have been talking and hanging out.
Lets of stuff to update, but I'm not really in the mood. Got out the most important thing tho; Bobby. This boy's amazing.
Until next time...
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[24 Jul 2006|01:41am] |
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So I fucking hate Mike now. Lol. Vacation was good otherwise though. Tyler, Mike, Doug, Slim, and I went down to the beach. It was pretty fun.
I've been obsessed with a certain LM for forever now, but he just wants to bang me so I'm pretty sad. On the other hand, I have a date with Aarol, the pitcher for the Johnstown Grays on Thursday so hopefully that goes well.
We'll see.
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[22 Jun 2006|08:14pm] |
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I realize it hasn't been the full sixteen years since my last update, but I'm gonna update anyway. So I met a boy, thanks to Tyler. He is 100% Italian and from Jeanette. His name is Mike and I'm pretttttty sure we're gonna be dating here soon. <3 He's a sweetie and a total guitar master, so we'll see what happens. I'll be seeing him tomorrow. I can only hope for good things.
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| You don't like me cus your boy most likely does |
[20 May 2006|12:33am] |
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So I figured it was about time for a life update.
Well, I kicked Seth's ass to the curb. Not for another guy this time though, just because. I met a guy at UPJ I was like WHOA over, but ya know, that didn't work out. My best friend (Lori) isn't my best friend anymore, or even a friend for that matter. She threw me and our 7 year relationship away for my ex boyfriend Sam, who is a total douche bag. Yeah, she gets the best friend of the year award.
I finished my first year at UPJ and made lotsa super amazing friends. Lately I've been spending most of my time with Chris Swihura, Ryan Wilson, and Ryan Altimore. I love them all very much. <3
I'm unemployed, but hopefully not for long.
So tomorrow I'm going to Pittsburgh with Chris and we're meeting up with Tyler, George, and Mike. The plan is to sit around and drink. I'm pretty excited. I love nothing more than drinking with people I <3.
Well, peace out homies.
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[31 Dec 2005|12:32am] |
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So yeah, its pretty much been forever. UPJs awesome, Christmas was awesome, and Seth is really awesome. I wuvs him with all my hearts. <33333
My grades were pretty sweet, considering the death of my Grandma and an ear fungus for which I got VICODIN which fucked me up something awful. Yeahhh.
So tomorrow's New Years Eve. Chillin with Seth at his place for a while, then we're heading to my sister's later. It'll be cool.
Guess that's it. Life's pretty awesome. Except for this diet I'm on. It sucks. Other than that, awesomeness.
Love, SHELLY
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| Sweetie you look so incredible, so delicious and so damn edible |
[05 Sep 2005|01:18pm] |
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Holy shit do I ever love Seth. I spent the night at his house last night. Ahhhhhhhhh <3333333333333333333
It was wonderful. He's my baby. :-D I cleaned his room before I left so he'd have a surprise when he got back from work. I'm awesome like that.
<333333333333
My relationship is so much better than yours.
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[05 Aug 2005|10:15pm] |
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So I don't know how to fix that really annoying error I've been getting for like ever.
Oh well. I sowwy. <3333333
Updates- Work all day tomorrow. I'm really sunburned. Seth comes back from vacation Sunday. I got my belly button pierced. Spent a lot of money recently. New aol screen name - youheartmichelle
Guess that's it.
Love, Michelle
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| An update |
[21 Jul 2005|06:32pm] |
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So Idlewild still owns my life. That's okay though cus it owns Seth's life too. Things have been going pretty well lately. I'm actually content with my current place in life. There's lots of Jungle drama, but it keeps things interesting I guess. I can't wait to go to UPJ. Seth will get to stay with me occassionally. I like him. :)
Until next time...
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[07 Jul 2005|09:25pm] |
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I'm so sick of Idlewild. I hate waking up every morning and spending my entire day there. Lori starts at the Sandwich Factory tomorrow. Poor Lori. :(
We got the majority of our college stuff. Her side of the room is Care Bears and my side is Hello Kitty. Awesome. Can't wait.
Okay done.
Seth <3
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[16 Jun 2005|10:13pm] |
PAST
[1] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Kowalczech...or something
[2] Last words you said: Bye
[3] Last song you sang: Sky is the limit
[4] Last person you hugged:
[5] Last thing you laughed at: my dumb coworkers
[6] Last time you said I dont remember: prolly today sometime
[7] Last time you cried: a few days ago
PRESENT
[8] What are you listening to right now: nothing
[9] What color socks are you wearing: not wearing any
[10] What's under your bed: I'm not sure
[11] What time did you wake up today: 8:45
[12] Current taste: beefaroni
[13] Current hair: down and curly
[14] Current clothes: my work uniform
[15] Current annoyance: being alone
[16] Current boyfriend: Seth
[17] Current desktop picture: Puss in Boots
[18] Current worry: Making it from open to close tomorrow
[19] Current hate: Nothing really
[20] Current favorite article of clothing: a skirt
[21] Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: being...not fat
[22] Last CD that you listened to: some mix in my car
[23] Favorite place to be: Seth's room
[24] Least favorite place: work
[25] Time you wake up in the morning: depends on when I work
[26] If you could play an instrument, what would you play: piano, I guess
[27] Favorite color: purple
[28] Do you believe in an afterlife? I dunno
[29] How tall are you: 4'11"
[30] Current favorite word/saying: d-bag
[31] Favorite book: Don't have one
[32] Favorite season: Summer
[33] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: no one really...not anymore
FUTURE
[35] Where do you want to go: UPJ...like right now
[36] What is your career going to be like: I don't care at this point
[37] How many kids do you want: 1
[38] What kind of car will you have: Jag
HAVE YOU EVER...
[39] Said "I love you" and meant it: Yes
[40] Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: Yes
[41] Been to New York: No
[42] Been to Florida: Yes
[43] Been to California: No
[44] Been to Hawaii: No
[45] Been to Mexico: No
[46] Been to China: No
[47] Been to Canada: No
[48] Danced naked: Not in public or anything
[49] Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: No
[50] Wanted to be the opposite sex: No
[51] Had an imaginary friend: Yes
RANDOM
[52] Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
[53] What book are you reading now?: I'm not
[54] What is the worst feeling? I worry that people hate me
[55] What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: How many more minutes can I get away with just laying here
[56] How many rings before you answer: 2
[57] Future daughter's name: Chelynn
[58] Future son's name: Broston
[59] Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yes, two
[60] If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: One where I didn't have to do much, including moving
[61] Wish you were here: No?
[62] College plans: 4 years at UPJ with Lori
[63] Piercings: 7, all in ears
THE EXTRA STUFF
[64] Do you do drugs: No
[65] Do you smoke: No
[66] Who are your best friends: Lori
[67] What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: I dunno
[68] What are you most scared of: Being alone
[69] What clothes do you sleep in: Depends
[70] Who is the last person that called you: Seth
[71] Where do you want to get married: Church
[72] If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: I don't like to think about it
[73] Who do you really hate: Slutty girls
[74] Been In Love: Yes
[75] Are You Timely Or Always Late: Timely
[76] Do You Have A Job: Yes
[77] Do You Like Being Around People: Yes
[78] Best feeling in the world: Being with people I actually like
[79] Are you for world peace: Honestly, I don't care
[80] Are you a health freak: No
[81] Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: You've gotta be able to make me laugh...a lot
[82] Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: No
[83] Are You Lonely Right Now: At the particular second, yes
[84] Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: No
[85] Do You Want To Get Married: Yes
[86] Do You Want Kids: Yes
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
[87] Cried: No
[88] Bought Something: Gas
[89] Gotten Sick: No
[90] Sang: Yes
[91] Said I Love You: No
[92] Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: I dunno
[93] Met Someone New: Yes
[94] Moved On: No
[95] Talked To Someone: Yes
[96] Had A Serious Talk: Yes
[97] Missed Someone: Yes
[98] Hugged Someone: Yes
[99] Kissed Someone: Yes
[100] Fought With Your Parents: No
[101] Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: No
[102] Had a lot of sleep: Not enough
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I got a $150 watch today. I have money from my party and Idlewild. I have a hot new boyfriend and his weiner doesn't smell. I graduated high school so I never have to see any of those assholes again. I work a lot, but it doesn't matter cus they give me money. I opened a checking account today. I'm a happy girl.
Life is good.
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[02 Jun 2005|09:30am] |
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Wow. Happy girl.
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| I don't know what I want anymore. But what I need isn't here with me now. |
[20 May 2005|10:00pm] |
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All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
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[12 May 2005|05:09pm] |
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Life's been good lately. Really good.
:-D
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[30 Apr 2005|11:16pm] |
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Well, I got two work orientations over with. Only two more to go, but they aren't until the middle of May.
Yay life.
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| Right now you're all that I recognize |
[19 Apr 2005|09:22am] |
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School wasn't too bad yesterday. I have like 100 POD workbooks to turn in and a bunch of other stuff, but oh well. I'm gonna take the last few weeks easy and not really do anything. After school I went tanning, then found Sam's car and left him a note. I went over to Lori's around 5:30 and sat around til my mom came at 6. Our moms and us went to Shanksville to pick up our prom dresses. They both were altered well, so yay. I'll try to get a picture on here sometime, cus we took a few. I drove over to Sam's when I got done and Shank was there, straight from Miami. He wasn't even home for an hour and decided he needed to come over. I sat around there for a while and ate some stuff, then I came home.
Tonight I'll most likely be tanning and then I'll be spending the evening at Sam's. Guess I should go to school now. It is like 9:30...
I'm glad it doesn't matter anymore. Absolutely cannot wait to graduate. Oh, and work orientation this month. Yay for that.
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I finally got my car washed and waxed last weekend, even if it did cost me 3 hours and a sunburn. I vacuumed it out a lil too.
I don't really have a whole lot to say. Everyone knows I spend every waking second with Sam. Life's good that way. We don't have school tomorrow which makes me happy. I'm not going tanning for once cus Miss Moss told me about some girl that burned up her liver. I will end up watching movies with Jorge D.L. again. We watched Mystic River or something tonight. It was challenging to stay awake. Kinda like it is right now. So, I'm gonna go to bed. Maybe next time I'll update when I'm not in a tired/drunken state...
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